I’ll never understand any of you. Although life is full of tremendous surprises you have not sprung to that occasion. What I’ve witnessed is lies after lies. So I mean it’s nothing new. I feel so.. What’s the word… Dissatisfied when I’m home. All I do is please you with my willing to do what you’ve asked, yet when it comes down to the “what really needs to happen right now, for my selfish needs” since you’ve promised… It get shoved off like a rotting book on the top shelf. I feel like the girl from Double Exposure who doesn’t get any justice when photoshoots are being done. Mother eff.. I needa move out… Most importantly I need a job.